Originally posted Friday, March 25, 2022
This story has already made the rounds, and it should. It is so short and concise that it doesn’t yield to a lot of confusion or elaboration. Good koan material.
\Issan knew how to deliver a one-liner. He was, in fact, a true master, but this was delivered with no drama, and when he was in such pain and personal distress, we had to stop laughing and realize that he was not just making a joke but effortlessly pointing towards freedom.
I also know for certain that he was smiling and filled with gratitude. I can almost hear his laugh.
Michael Shunko Jamvold was a Zen monk who practiced for many years. He was known for traveling between monasteries and practice centers. Sadly, he died alone in Japan from an untreated or misdiagnosed respiratory disease. He was also one of Issan’s close friends whom Issan called on to take care of him at the end of his life. Shunko responded with devotion and grace.
During the last few months of Issan’s life, as the disease took its physical toll, either Steve or Shunko, but sometimes someone else they asked to help, would sit with Issan and help him with basic needs, food, drink, turning over in bed, and going to the bathroom. But basically, the day-to-day attendant duties fell to either Steve or Shunko.
The bathroom was just across the hall from Issan’s room, but he needed support just to navigate the 15 or 20 steps when he needed to use the toilet. Shunko held his arm firmly but gently.
On one of the return trips back to Issan’s bed, Shunko was overcome with emotion and blurted out, “Oh Issan, I am going to miss you!”
Issan smiled and asked Shunko, “Oh, are you going somewhere?”
